HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY! :D
Moving to Tumblr, Kthxbye 😀
Stop, hear and listen.
How many Bon mots will you share today?
Lips like Licorice, Tongue like candy.
Do i have taste in music? I think not. Because those addictive trashy songs appear mostly in my favourite playlist. I must must must expose myself with meaningful songs. But nowadays, songs have really become meaningless, mostly because of the lyrics. As much as i love the beat to Ke$ha’s Tik Tok, the lyrics are rubbish. Aside from the fact that she sounds like a drunkard, the song is pretty epic.
The song that’s currently on replay in my itunes = My First Kiss (30H!3 feat. Ke$ha) haha oh man, 30H!3 and Ke$ha, lol the next level of trashyyy-ness.
Anyways, I’ve got to cut down on food. After PE, i just feel so hungry. I must satisfy my appetite! But i must do it, healthily. So i did some research… (omg, i researched -.- sounds so, uhm lol) and basically what i’ve found out is: Every morning for breakfast, replace cereal with APPLES. For lunch, replace fruit-flavoured drinks with PLAIN WATER or HERBAL (apple/peach) TEA. For Dinner, include SALADS to cut off the edge to your appetite. You MUST MUST MUST have breakfast, because if you eat in the morning, you satisfy your hunger almost for the whole half of a day, hence preventing you from snacking. Important;
SAY “NO!” TO THESE FOODS:
- Bread/Rolls (White flour)
- Pastas/Pizzas
- Cakes, Biscuits, Cookies
- White Rice
- Tacos/Chips
- Pastry – Pies/Tarts
- Desserts
- Candy, Sweets, Chocolates
- Commercial Cereals
- Processed Cold Meats/Sausages
- Soda, Soft Drinks, Fruit-Flavored Drinks
- Jams/Jellies
- Ice-cream
I’d try my best to avoid them, but today i just went to Island Creamery with Jocelyn and had 2 Scoops of Ice-cream (ReversO and Nutella) It was CRAZZYY GOOD. hahaha, promise it’ll be my last. Okay of course i won’t be eating less of whatever i eat, i’ll just be changing the type of food i’m eating. Oh yes, when i researched, if you want to lose weight, not only do you have to be on a healthy diet, you have to exercise 3 days a week, at least 20-30 mins each. OHMYGAWD, my lazy side is kicking in. Hahhaha I’LL TRY MY BEST!!! DETERMINATIONNNNN!! 😀
Ohkay, there are things that are bothering me right now:
- Why do you guys have to talk about who’s Ugly?
- You, You’re weird and strange, are you trying to put up a facade? I don’t know how to tell you that.
- And you, you are so superficial, look in front, there is a girl that is way better than all your fantasy girls.
- CJC’s culture, no actually, there is NO culture AT ALL.
- My distance from God, there is a large gap right now.
- I’m so bloooody lazy!
I want to go back to you, Oh Lord.
where are you, oh Lord?
I’m at my all time low, spiritually. I guess its because I’ve got no more daily devotions and chapel, every week. So, i guess that’s why I’m in this state of spiritual dryness. I don’t know what to do. Read the bible? Revive Quiet time? I don’t think that’s going to work. What i need to do? Is cry. I don’t know. I just feel like, ever since God placed me in CJC, i didn’t like his plan at all. Actually, i hated CJC. But that was until i found friends in my class. I mean, I’ve learnt to accept where i am now. Cause i can’t change it, no matter how much i hate it. But there is this “hate” that is still in me. I get so angry at him. When things don’t go my way, i get upset and angry at him. Then, i come to think. Is Christianity just like any other religion? Like Hinduism, Muslim-ism, Buddhism and etc. And then i expect evidence that Christianity is real, that this almighty God is real. But then with evidence, there will be no such thing as faith. And as much as i want to have faith in this God, i just haven’t experienced contact with him. I envy those people that are just so in love and on fire with God, I want to experience that too. But there’s this barrier, this thing blocking me from reaching out to him. Today, i didn’t go for lessons. I felt like i wasn’t learning anything from lessons, that’s why i skipped it. Its just so boring, so not apt to what youths are experiencing in their lives, its just so mature and just something i don’t bloody understand, how do you expect me to learn something? Its like, i could just “read my bible and it would be more enlightening” (i quote from amanda koh). I want to know that God is there with me wherever i am, but right now, again, i don’t feel anything. I’m just slowly drifting away, and i couldn’t care less anymore, until somewhere someone someday i’ll reach for him and i’ll pull myself back.
i deserve to smile.
Oh my, I haven’t been posting for awhile now. Well, its partly because i’ve got nothing to talk about. My life right now, isn’t that interesting. Okay, so besides neglecting all my homework, i’ve been watching lots of TV shows. Ohmygosh, i’m so terrible, i’m rotting my life away haha. One of the best shows i’ve ever watched is GLEE. They’ve got awesome songs, and some of their voices are just truly amazing, really it literally makes you go :O
Ohkay, besides watching like 5 TV shows online. I’ve been twittering, facebooking, youtubing, basically internet surfing. Yes, I am wasting my time and life away. I should do something productive. Gahh.
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I always needed time on my own
I never thought I’d need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I’m alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your sideAnd all I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I’d do, I’d give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing tooWhen you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through
The day and make it ok
I miss you
(You’re not really gone, you’re physically there, but your heart isn’t. I wouldn’t say you’ve changed, maybe i was the one that changed. you’ve not spoken a word to me. why is that so? Just so you know, i’m waiting here.)
A proper post.
Hahaha Finally a proper post about school and etc. Lol i’m uploading a video of people in my class playing Frisbee. I’m like Photographer/Uploader. Haha and i love it. Okay while its slowly processing and publishing, i shall talk about classes and homework. (Basically School). Crap, I’ve got another Frisbee video, urghh, Frisbee Part 2!! Hahaha, the recent photos are up! 😀 Go and comment and like it, guys. Wow, okay School is starting to be reallly fun. Like we’ve been playing Frisbee, and i love it. I really love frisbee, its awesome. I’m not really like reallly good in it, but if i can dodge and catch that frisbee, i’m contented (: Oh-kay, want to know something? 
(Okay wait, i need to scan Some GP essay Questions for Ivan. BRB). Okay BACK! Anyways, Yeah want to know something? I’ve been failing all my tests so far Except Chemistry? haha and Math? and GP? uhmm, yeah 0_o So i’ve been failing Economics and Physics. CRAP, i don’t understand NUTS. And also for Chemistry… OMG, i don’t understand anything about Atomic Structure. SHIT, CRAP?!?! Hahah that’s why i’m going to fine Miss Chia for a Crash Course thingy, haha everything on Atomic Structure!! And maybe some on Atomic, Stoichiometry and Molecules. SHIT i’m soooo screwed haha. And like Mr Rajoo, hates me. seriously my physics teacher. Gahhh, i failed physics. omgg. i failed econs. Oh mann
I’m not in any CCA right now, so i’ve got loads of free time. Gahh, lol hahaha. I can do anything i want :p Hahaha no lah, i’m kidding. I’ve not really been STUDYING you know. This is basically the schedule for one typical weekday, 1. Wake up 2. Go School 3. Come back 4. Sleep 5. Shower 6. Dinner 7. TV 8. Internet Surfing 8. Go sleep. YEAH THATS ABOUT IT. haha if i had like homework, that i actually bother to do, i would like do it in place of internet surfing. But for all those unfinished HW, i copy GAH, the LOWEST EVER ACTION THAT I DESPISE. I actually didn’t really like to copy any homework. I liked the feeling when i go to school and like feel so accomplished. and when people wanted my homework to copy, i would GLADLY give it to them and think “HAH i finished it lol and you didn’t. have fun rushing it” lol i’m so badd, but that’s what i always think of! Haha only at times lah, sometimes i pity them. 0_o ahhaha, okay anyways, I’m addicted to RUN DEVIL RUN — Girls’ Generation. ahhhh. lol it’s superb!
Okay my Birthday is coming soooon, should i celebrate it? maybe BBQ for 1T17? Catered food for 1T17? Go out and eat with my MG friends at a restaurant? Go out for a movie and lunch with my churchies? Gahh, I DON’T KNOW DAMMIT. So stressssful. Hahaha anyways, Time to revise and like look through all my notes etc. GAH, i don’t want to seem stupid in front of my classmates. I can’t wait to meet Amanda and gang tomorrow night! Going to ACJC and going to act as one ;D Such a good idea :p Hhaha but before that, so outing after school, 1T17? 😀
Some photos maybe? 😀
Hahah yay done! These are just SOME of the many photos we took ;D Haha okay time for dinner! (:
This is a bad unhealthy lifestyle i’m leading
Hahaha Hey all you people 😀 Okay, so i’m supposed to be doing my stack of HW, but, i’m here. SO, that’ll wait. hahah crap this is bad. My attitude of Hardworking-ness is like.. BLEARGH. haha okay so i saw this in JODY’S blog 😀 And i’m bored and tired and lazy, hence i’m doing this retarded quiz about “MY DREAM BOY” *giggle* holyy crap, immatureimmatureimmature. hahaha ignore me. this post would not benefit you in ANY way. hahaha, unless you’re a secret admirer trying to be a stalker and get info out of this. hahaha. okay so what the hell, here goes nothing.
1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
• “Beauty is in the eye of the Beholder” 😀
2. Smart?
• Definately must be smarter than me.
3. Preferred age?
• 0,1 and 2 years older. I don’t want to be a cougar, well.. there are exceptions. 1 year younger is still alright haha.
4. Preferred height?
• Definitely must be taller than me.
5. How about sense of humor?
• Dude, YESSS. I need that boy to make me laugh, cause i’m always a sad person. HAHA kidding.
6. How about piercings?
• Eh. i’ll accept ONE. but like.. many piercings? NO WAYY.
7. Accepts you for who you are?
• OBVIOUSLY, I WANT HIM TO LIKE ME FOR MY IMPERFECTIONS! CAUSE THAT’S WHO I AM 😀
8. Pink hair?
• uh, Rhetorical Question. lol
9. Mushy or no?
• A little of Mushy and A little of No. HAHAH
10. Thin or fat?
• I wouldn’t go for skinny guys Like, makes me look giganto next to them. But if i possibly loose weight, than thats an exception haha. SO HENCE, A GUY THAT IS BIGGER SIZED THAN ME 😀
11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
• NOT RACIST, ACCEPTS ANY COLOR BUT GREEN (:
12. Long hair or short hair?
• Short… I don’t want a HIPPIE BOYFRIEND lol
13. Plastic or metal?
• uh.. i’m gonna go with FLESH.
14. Smells good?
• YES? But not those Cologne type, those shampoo types. But of course after physical activities… he is excused haha
15. Smoker?
• HOLY SHIT. NOOOOO.
16. Drinker?
– Well, not excessive. then its A-OKAY.
17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
• Hahaha yeah 😀 Not some High maintenance guy.
18. Muscular?
• *COUGH COUGH* Not too muscular lah. haha with the right muscles at the right place, it’ll be good. haha
19. Plays piano?
• Hahaha it really doesn’t matter, But knowing how to play the piano would be greaaat. Cause then we can DUET 😀
20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
• Hahaha that’ll be nice, but it doesn’t matter. He can serenade me. so charming. lol
21. Plays violin?
• Eh, okay no not really. It doesn’t matter lol
22. Sings very good?
• Hahah THAT’LL be really nice. But it doesn’t matter. even if he sings really badly, i don’t care. lol
23. Vain?
• Hahah he should care about how he presents himself. but not so vain lahh.
24. With glasses?
• With or Without, i don’t mind.
25. With braces?
• Hahah doesn’t matter (: He’s trying to make his teeth straight for me.. that’s so thoughtful. LOL kidding.
26. Shy type?
• Hahah shy is good, in some ways.
27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
• Sorry, i have a weakness for Bad boys. I don’t know why But of course not so BAD ASS like murdering and stealing lah. lol haha he must be a GOODIE-TOO-SHOES also 😀
28. Active or passive?
• ACTIVE. (lol okay this reminds me of the gay couple in CJC hahaha)
29. Tight or bomb?
• UHM?! Boomz??
30. Singer or dancer?
• SINGER 😀
31. stunner?
• He will be stunning in my eyes, but not other girls. LOL
32. Hiphop?
• haha that’ll be cool. But so not necessary.
33. Earrings?
• One? but not 2, not 3, not 10.
34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-boyfriend-until-you-drop?
• THATS JUST SCARY… shows that he doesn’t cherish relationships. or he just is damn unlucky. HAHAH.
35. Dimples?
• Dimples are cute. But its okay if he doesn’t have dimples.
36. Bookworm?
• I’m not a bookworm myself.. so i guess NO? hahha
37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
• AWHH that’ll be nice. But it would be better if he said those things than write those things lol
38. Playful?
• Haha playful is good. Cause i need fun in my life -.- LOL
39. Flirt?
• TO ME, HE CAN FLIRT TO ME. lol but to others? Its a no no? I mean come on… obvious answerrr lol
40. Poem writer?
• HAHA ITS OKAY, i don’t know how to ANALYSE AND INFER from his love poems anyways
41. Serious?
• Serious at times. Knows when to lighten up (:
43. Painter?
• HAHAH doesn’t matter.
44. Religious?
• Not too religious. GOD SAID TO GET A GUY THAT IS “EQUALLY YOKED” haha 😀
45. Someone who likes to tease people?
• hahaha teasing people sometimes. but not all the time? it’ll be annoying.
46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
• if i had to choose.. i’d go for internet freak. cause im an internet freak. HAHA.
47. Speaks 20 languages?
• NO. WTH. so weird lol so MANY.
48. Loyal or faithful?
• BOTH.
49. good kisser?
• I guess?
50. loves children??
• Hahaha. lol i guesssss.
Ohmygawd, i’m so retarded. That’s what you get when there isn’t anything interesting in my life -.- HAHAHA. LOL STUPID QUIZZES. ahh, i want a class outing, don’t you want a class outing?! I WANT A CLASS OUTING. lol. it’ll be super fun 😀
OH WELLS, FUNORAMA THIS SATURDAYYY! ;D WHHEE, EXCITED 😀
Stepping into No Man’s Land (the more i see, the more…)
Hello, i know i’ve not been blogging lately
But i’ll just sum it up, yep? (i’m getting lazier by the minute, uh oh.)
- UK was great, it was cold and niice (:
- Visited 2 Boarding Schools.
- Had a lovely chat with Couz Oli 😀
- Shopped awhile? hahaha. I bought 2 handags, 1 pair of earrings, 2 pairs of shoes, 2 skirts. (that’s all i can remember)
- I bought Chocs and Sweets and Friends pressie’s.
- Didn’t do any Homework.
- JET LAGGGGGGG!!! D;<
OH-KAY, I’M DEADDDD FOR TMRW. CAUSE TMRW I HAVE SCHOOL. AND I DIDN’T DO ANY HW. I’M DEAD. I’VE GOT JET LAG. AND I DON’T FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING. I’M GONNA LIKE GO AND SLEEEEEP NOW… GREAT.. TMRW IS AN EARLY MORNING. WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF?
what you got, is hard to find.
Hello Hello! Yes, i went to school today even though i was sick. I am crazyyy. But anyways, i learnt many things things today. So yeah, it was a good thing to go to school (: HAHA okay. Uhm nothing much today. I got into a CCA (V. slack), but like seriously i think i’m gonna pon every single meeting seriously. sighs.
Okay 09:00 a.m. Sunday, I’ll be going off to UK. Yay! (:
I’ve a feeling i wont be able to finish up my homework.. CRAP. I’M SO DEAD.
its a filthy hot mess, and i dont give a…
Some screenshots that i took from facebook. (These are the reasons why i want to stay in singapore):
HAHHA lol i found this update pretty funny. (I’m not insulting them)
are you sick? I’m sick. i feel so horrible right now. I thought i wouldn’t last through today, but Thank God i did. Today is just one of those days that i feel like cropping dead and dying. I feel so damn burdened. So many things to do. I don’t know why i’m stressing myself so much. I’ve got so much homework to be completed by the end of this week. I can just really heck care about it, but i really don’t want teachers to scold me or anything. But seriously, the only thing that is driving me to even stay in JC is because of my new friends and also i want to at least get a head start on the A’levels Syllabus before i leave in august. But besides all that, i really want to quit JC. I can’t wait for the March Holidays though, i’m going to UK to look at Rydal Penrhos, i just hope that it’ll be a very conducive environment and all. Sighs, i don’t wanna leave. I don’t wanna leave my friends here. It’s going to be such a different environment, i’m scared that i won’t be able to fit in. Just so frightened. Oh wells. I’m coughing and sneezing, i think i’m getting sick.
can someone just save me? this longing feeling, waiting for someone to pick me up. but none is approaching. i guess i’ll have to wait for wales, maybe that someone can save me in hell.
Stop, hear and listen. 